Inspired writings

When you see a miracle, when a blessing is freely given to you, but you are not accustomed to receiving and you are used to pain and suffering, you will not be able to accept it. It takes an embodied amount of self trust to be able to believe that such a blessing is given to you freely. Because you are worth of the beauty of it.

When you meet that soul, the one you have met before.
Different body, different life, same soul.
If coming upon this earth you chose to remember your previous lives together, you will remember your stories.
You will remember the love.
And you will remember the pain of goodbyes.
You will feel it as if it is happening here and now.
Because in a way it is.
Your soul contains it all.
It can be excruciatingly painful to remember.
The love and the pain.
It makes it even more painful if the other chose not to remember in this lifetime.
Oh, they will feel the pull.
They will feel the strange unsettlingness within them, but they will run.
Because it's unexplainable. Because it's very uncomfortable.
And you will have to grieve.
Grieve all of it.
The love and the goodbyes.
It is your task to not let those tears, that grief, freeze up inside your body and make you unable to move.
It is your task to cry.
To scream that pain out of your soul.
To howl at the moon.
You are grieving lifetimes.
Don't fear the intensity.
You are alchemizing pain into majesty.
You are returning to unconditional love.
You are purifying your soul of the pain it carried into this lifetime, because it couldn't transform it in the past.
The goodbyes were sudden and definite.
There was no time to grieve.
The pain was unbearable so it had to be tucked away until another lifetime where the soul could now grieve on a soul level in this new embodiment which serves as a buffer for that life spent together.
And this is the lifetime you chose to do it.
You are ready to move beyond the pain of previous lifetimes.
So grieve.

And then you will have to move forward.
Because your soul chose to remember not to make you suffer, but to ripen your soul.
That's the whole point.
And with that ripeness you can experience the love you are here to for.
That is the whole point.

"Bala is the daughter of goddess Lalita. She has a strong and clear inner compass and it leads her to express herself fearlessly and authentically.
One day she asks her mother to join the battle against evil. Lalita is concerned, since Bala is still a child and not a warrior. Besides, she would not want to lose her daughter on the battlefield. However, Bala convinces her mother that this is what she is meant to do now and to have trust that she has what it takes to succeed.
And so it happens. Bala wins the battle and saves the day."

The old soul with deep knowing, the divine feminine child with wisdom beyond her years.

Your inner compass shows you the way.
The trust is found within oneself.
You know what you came here to do and you know who you came here to be.
Your authentic path is always divinely protected and guided.
It is the safest path to take no matter how little, or none, external validation you are receiving.
Trust in your destiny.
Follow your soul's voice.

Your authenticity will cost you people.
A lot of people.
The ones that cannot understand you.
The ones that cannot see you.
The ones that are afraid of you, because you're doing things your way.

You are the odd one.

And it will also bring you people.
Your people.
People that will feel as a blessing.
Each and every one of them.
People that will come as a gift.
People that will see you.
People that will understand you.
People that will know your soul.

Have faith in your path.
It is all worth it.

Inspired by Alana Fairchild 'Kali Oracle'

Chakra card from "The Triple Goddess Tarot" by Isha Lerner, illustrated by Mara Friedman

"There was a little girlchild who had neither a mother nor a father, and she lived in the dark forest. To survive another day she would buy and sell matches in the nearby village.
One cold winter day she wasn't able to sell any matches and she decided to burn them instead to warm herself. While she sat on the icy ground, she closed her eyes and saw images of a warm, loving home. In the meantime, she was freezing to death.
Eventually she saw the image of her grandmother who took her hand and took her to heaven.
In the morning, the little girl was found still, and gone."

And so, the initiation begins.
This ancient story tells us about the awakening of our life-force energy within us when it is confronted with death.
It is also a cautionary tale to shake us up and let us connect with our life-force to make life-affirming choices.
Leave the places where people don't care. They are not worth your time.
Be with real people who nurture you, who warm you up, who love and value you as you are.
Choose places where you can thrive, where you are celebrated as you.
Realize you are worthy of being nurtured.
Respond to your own needs.
Deeply value the gifts that you were given.
And make choices accordingly.
Life-force within us can make us stay complacent in the most barren circumstances. Because it's main function is to let us survive.
Death threat, however, wakes it up and makes you choose beyond survival.


You are not for everyone.
When someone is not supporting you, it's because they are undernourished themselves.
They cannot give what they do not have.
That is why it is so important to connect with the roots within yourself.
And just as important to choose your environment, your people, wisely and with great discernment.
Who is nurturing and warm?
Who supports your life and your visions and sees and treats you as the great divine gift that you are to the world?
Those are your people.
Be deeply rooted in who you are and what you are here for.

Chakra card from "The Triple Goddess Tarot" by Isha Lerner, illustrated by Mara Friedman

Inspired by Clarissa Pinkola Estés "Women Who Run With The Wolves"

The energy has shifted. It is palpable.
The Divine Feminine has been building an inner solid foundation after the crumbling of the old and in the meantime shedding layers upon layers of conditioning, limiting beliefs and the barriers we had around our hearts.
We have been attuning to our own natural rhythm which can be different to each and one of us.
Now there is a clear sense of alignment. The fear that could bother us yesterday has dissolved. There is a clear sensing of our own worthiness and the life that springs from that. The messages have suddenly landed within our bodies.
We are making the steps from trust and embodiment. And we are greeted by our soul destiny every step of the way.
Much love, beloved human!

For me these words are connected to Mary Magdalene. There is so much tenderness here. The complete surrender to the indestructible softness of our hearts.

I stand naked in front of you and you see me in all that I am.

I want to see you, too. Truly see you. Nothing left to hide, nowhere to go.

The surrendered state of a heart fully broken open. There is no way back to the prison of the past. The past is in the past.

The exquisite beauty of every virtue and challenge ever given to me and their synergy were always meant to lead me back to my soul's truth. To make me re-member. To let me return.

I ask to be stripped bare of every desire that isn't Divine will.

I want whatever you, my Beloved, want for me.

True love is immortal.
And it has already won.